Some have
gone and faded. Some are not anymore blogs but just scribbled sponsored
entries, and some are writing for the sponsorships. It’s like reading a
catalogue of commercial bullshits. No more creativity. No more witty phrases.
No more inspiring shits.
But why
quit now?
2018 has
been the shittiest year in my life so far. This is the year the universe
decided to not just give me a big “fuck you”, but it simply poured all the shit
it has kept all this time.
I started
the year by being sick for 10 days. I was gangbanged by debts and financial
problems, and I mean so fucked up. I had to quit from my job position. I had to
witness the former love of my life proposes to his girlfriend of ten years. I
losing weight not because of healthy living but probably due to some malaise. I
made one fucked up decision after another, and followed them up with one regret
after another. I haven’t written anything decent. I fucked up my small business
because I really don’t know how. And I’m still single.
I want to
leave 2018 behind and everything about it. I tried to pay all my debts and
somehow I was successful with it. From the almighty manager, I am now an
employee, but happier, with less responsibilities, and though salary is
smaller, I now have the time and energy to focus on small business and
networking.
Finding
love is not anymore part of my life agenda. I’ll just sleep around like a true
hoe. Just kidding! Maybe I am doing it all wrong. I’ll be looking for some
self-help book on how to find love.
So what
does all this have to do with me ending this blog? I want 2019 to be a new
chapter, and I will do my best to make it happen. And Tripster Guy is part of
the past, with 2018 as its final year, and this entry as its last.
I am
looking forward to a new life in 2019. I want to break all the behavioral
patterns I have developed over the years. Overcome fears. Write more. Write and
write and write. Read and read and read. Make things happen. Watch less porn. I
mean less TV series. Stop dating the dumbass with the flat stomach and nice
ass. Drink more alcohol. Explore heterosexuality when drunk, lol!
Let’s
just say the old cliché- this is not the end, but the beginning of a new
journey. It’s been fun blogging and interacting with readers and other
bloggers. I hope to do more in my next blogging project. See you soon!