I’m now in my 27th week. I’m very sorry to say this but I’m not making any progress. I went to the gym only twice and did a lousy routine in less than an hour.
I’m not so motivated. Argh! I want to blame everything on my best friend. Ever since he visited me here last May, and after the photoshoot he did to me, it seems I lost track of everything. And then, my Roman Holiday with him was more like Slob Week.
And so I tried to get back to the healthy lifestyle, but it’s pretty hard.
Lumipat na rin ako ng gym dahil nga ang Team
nandun sa dati
kong gym. Hehehe! Philippines
I went to the gym floor, and there was this super-dude-testosterone-driven-dick-head-of-a-gym-freak.
Katatapos ko lang ng isang set with the dumbbells. I was training my shoulders and upper body. Obviously, since I’m a beginner I was lifting weights lighter than those of this super-dude-testosterone-driven-dick-head-of-a-gym-freak. He was looking at me with that freakin’ smirk splashed like shit on his god-forsaken face. And then he opened his mouth and tried to say something smart.
“Nawawala ka yata.”, sabi ni pareng bugok, sabay tawa. Of course hindi naman siya nag-tagalog. I turned to face him with that dumb smirk on his face.
“Hindi pare, hindi ako nawawala. May compass nga ako eh, at laging nakaturo sa north. Look.”, at ipinakita ko ito sa kanya ito.
Bad trip naman kasi. Pakialamero! Manlalait pa. Obviously umalis na agad ako doon. Ikaw na ang mang-asar ng isang super-dude-testosterone-driven-dick-head-of-a-gym-freak na malaki ang katawan. Natakot din ako na baka basagin niya mukha ko. Hahaha!
Tandaan sa lahat ng panlalait ng mga ganyang nilalang, gamitan lang lagi ng witty responses, at mag training sa pagtakbo just in case na mga higanteng muscle men ang asarin mo, para mabilis ang pagtakas. Hahaha!
Pero yung pagtawanan ka ng ganon sa gym minsan talaga nakaka-discourage. Pero ganon talaga. Magsisimula ka talaga sa ganyan. Dati nga pinagtawanan pa ako ng isang trainer. But you have to forget all that, allow yourself to be humiliated, and persevere in your training and goal. Ganon talaga. You’ll be hurt physically and emotionally. But that’s life. Life happens. You’ll get hurt. But you must not stop and must never get lost in your path towards the finish line. And in times of emergency, keep that special compass that always points upward. Ipakita mo yan lagi sa mga epal sa tabi mo kapag hinihigit ka nila pababa!